A poor spirit and tiring minded day for me..
yesterday night, I'd accompany some friends chatting on MSN.
and of course, I keep on seeing ppl's blog, as it's my favour when i'm online.
I noe tat something happened recently. all ppl near to to me affected by me as they said so wif tears.
I'm so shocked.=)
I can't imagine some of them cry even drop a tiny drop of tear.
but they did~
I'm so hate myself. can't even giving a helping hand to them who're need helps.
can't even help my best friends in SJ. I think i'm useless, actually.
I noe, they had pay so much for SJ. I noe, they've pressure very much and no one understand them.
All these things, I noe.
but, why can we do?! as we're not the remote control.
we can't even control a small little thing.
so, let it be~
DON'T CRY, my friends..
tell me anything and everything if you need my help. I'm might not be a good helper but sure, I'll be the best listener and audience to you.
Promise, I may help anyone for anything tat can be made in my ability.
pls don't continue your world in the voyage of sadness, unless I'd accompany you.
Be happy!
Today have a relaxing study mood, I think.
But, it's a climax at the 1st period..
Lisan, my turns..
panic~nervous~heart gonna to drop out~
my script haven't been memorized well yet.
juz in a minute, all's finished~
It's done!! yippie^^
after tat, much better and relax in other period. including physics and biology.
juz feel tired and my ears goin to drop. haiz.
the most surprise is~~
my dearest teamate..beng han~~
he sms me at the 5th period..
say his hand dislocated. and I rushed to see what's goin on..
then I call him to check..
But the result shocked me, his hand fractured~
my first impressed like「huh? reali?」. but, I think he won't cheat me, actually. =.=
and second impressed is「how he's goin to have state competition as next weekend, it is!」
I'm very worried about him and competition.
I'm so annoyed with everything recently and now one more to fed up. But what can I do?!
Juz nothing.
Juz pretend to be happy to my life, add on such acting skills, to prevent everything happen again.
the 2nd recess. my name has been announced to go for meeting.
Becoz the deputy prime minister is goin to our school and we'll go for interflow with him.
So proud.=)
LOLs.
then we go there for headmaster's speech and somehow must-do and somehow don't-do.
what a complicated manner..xD
After school, have a tuition at villa angsana.
Goin to rain~but luckily it's rained after I reached villa.
Juz few ppl attend today's class. Raining is a big problem. Arghhhhhhh..........
although physically, I'm there.
But, I can't concentrate becoz I'm so tired.
haiz.
Hope my dearest friends'll happy again~
Hope my dearest friend'll recover faster~
Hope I'll fulfill my big big wish throughout the form 4's life~
Arghhhhhhhhh......................
hesitated and tiring.
