Feeling kinda lousy life for my SPM year.
I've schooling for two weeks time.
But nothing gonna change for me.
Still like to sleep.
Felt sleepy most of the time:]
Having a shift sleeping with my dearest neighbour,
Mostly been security guard.
LOL.
Having fever and sorethroat recently.
And heavy flu. ==
So terrible with them.
Wish to tell everyone,
nothing happened to me, just sick. Please don't say me again. ==
Apparently thinking many targets in this year,
Maybe will be the last year in Chong Hwa.
For sure, I wanna working hard for SPM. ><
Take for ILS exam on 14 March.
Hope to be pass, as I'll do 5 chapters of revision per day, at least five days per week.
I gotta study 100 chapters for Grammar and Vocabulary.
Gosh~
Driving license.
Having undang exam this very weekend.
Nice ya?
It will be soon for me to have L lisence if I passed everything.^^
And will be soon to have P license as I planned to.
In SJ, I want to achieve my target as well.
Be the holder of 1000 Gold Service Shield.
Be the holder of Grand Prior.
Be One of those extinct holders in Malaysia.
I want to achieve these in this year.
Can I make it?
Dunno.==
Although it's just a certificate,
I think I wanna get it.
At least they are the papers which cetified me in SJ.
Mum talk to me today.
If I follow her way to study,
I wont study UEC.
So confused.!
Argh~!
I have to CONTROL myself.
Try to keep away from anything that effect me in achieving all those.
I'll my best, try not to disappointed myself.><
Don't let me think of all that.
I can't concentrate even 1 second.
Thinking too much.==
Hoping for anything, but nothing gain and feedback.
Everytime i think, everytime will sad so.
Everytime i saw, everytime will sad so.
Everytime i gained little, everytime will lost so.
Gosh~
Damn disappointing.
Hope everything gonna be all fine in my SPM life.
=)
