局外人

『了解一个人是很痛苦的』

这…我知道，也非常清楚。
做个「局外人」，也许是我现在需要的…
请不要逼我～～

我不想再重蹈覆辙了；
我不想再投以感情了；
我更不想了解一个不值得我去了解的人了。
所以…我才选择了放弃。
这也许是你们要的答案。

或许，你们都很在乎，
但我真的真的不需要…
我需要的，不是你们能给的。
请让我静一静，相信时间会冲淡一切。
届时，你我或许陌生了…
大家会好过一点。
不要再执著于我的答案了，我的答案并不重要。

既然仨人已经关系密切，那就不要被「局外人」所影响到吧。
做回自己，做回圈子中的自己，比较快乐。
「局外人」就随他吧；
不需要被他影响，更不需要理会他什么；
更不需要走进「局外人」的世界，尝试了解他。
就算没有了所有，但相信他还是会活得很好…
因为他已经习惯了失去、失去，又再失去的滋味。

他…真的习惯了。
他…真的麻木了。
请不要再担心什么了。

Bustle Day.

Today have a busy day. No time to read books as got much of things to do~~

Morning, have to duty at first aid room.
What a troublesome stuff to me as today have many test.
Then, go to sulim's class take documents.
Yeah! We hav get the CRAFT result. We passed~~

First recess, I don't have mood to read or study trigo as trigo test is goin at 4th period.
Go sulim's class to give back the document to her as signed by teacher.
I'm surprised afengzz is there.
Then, have a chat and discuss with both of them. Happy~~lols

then have trigo test..quite easy lor..but~~still can't get full marks..xDD
after 2nd recess, have to attend essay writing competition..
of course is bahasa Melayu de lar..
write till 3 pages lorr..^^

then have moral test at 10th period..lol
a funny test tat's a secret..

after school, have wilayah training again..
frustrated and hesitated~~
haiz..
I juz hope the state competition can over as fast as possible..
dun like recently scenario..
dun like to bother everything~~