Tuesday, March 31, 2009
all goin to be crazy
for the xue shu xue yi zhan de programme planning..
tze sien de group members reali so funny lor..lol
but juz a short meeting ba~~
then,
me..rong feng and sulim go out skul for minum teh~~
i buy 2 cendol for me and afengzzz..
wasai~~so sweet..
then we chat chat chat abot something tat highly secret~~lol
and we hav organize a "38 rescue team" nw..^^
and today de 5pm, we hav finally rescue a victim successfully~~lol
today,
i feel happy and unpressure le~~
and juz realize something abnormal is happening in our society..
after a chating wif some ppl..
lol
i'm goin to crazy le~~
so curious to noe wat is goin on nw?!
everyone seem abnormal~~
and someone is so high nw..lol
Monday, March 30, 2009
what a bad day?!..T.T
虽然很期待,也觉得感觉一定很棒…
但,事实并非如此…
今天糟透了!
我和妈的口角,
越来越严重了…
难以控制了…
早上一起床,
就打算实践已搁在一旁的诺言…
帮他包书==
第一次酱用心去包咯…
结果,妈发现了~~ops..
就被它问话了…
问我做么帮他;
问我做么酱8;
然后又翻回旧账来讲…==
讨厌!
她又骂,又打酱~~
我很无奈咯…
不懂要给什么表情…xD
当然,不能顶嘴…只会火上加油罢了~~
「你的学会好人才几个罢了,其他的都很坏…」
这是她翻旧帐所说的结论,
叫我不要掺他们太多。
其实,我知道的;心里有数的…
谁好谁不好~~
我真的都知道…T.T
当然,我也想着要不要住宿舍算了…减少口角。
哭了好久,
一部分是因为这件事;
一部分是因为最近的烦恼。
啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
然后,
我还要忙着做first aid syllabus…
有点为自己觉得可怜~~
今天,终于做玩完了!
忙了2~3个礼拜的呕心呖血之作…
被妈妈天天用赶的方式才睡的完成品…
天天熬夜到12~1点的作品…(眼袋都出来了…TT)
所以,希望这本虽然只有短短30页的东西…
学会上上下下的人会好好珍惜它,
以日后隆中华圣约翰救伤队的成绩和荣誉来报答它。
因为它可是我呕心呖血之作喔!
然后,时间刚好5.30pm酱咯…
就去吃晚餐了~~
因为等下7点要上cambridge english lesson~~
转眼已经上一个月咯…lol
尴尬的事来了~~
他和我一起补的…
我去到那里,刚好他最早到,但在睡觉==
我是第二个…
然后,我在想到底要不要坐在他隔壁好呢。
结果,我没有酱做,
我坐在他后面的隔壁的隔壁…
然后就快快跑出等下若他醒来的尴尬场面,
死命打电话给人要求救咯…
但没人理我,最后耀宗回电了…
开心死我了,但还没讲到就开始上课了…
haiz..
上课的时候,我把那2本书递给他,
竟然一句〖谢谢〗也没有咯!
顶!过分到~~
也许,妈妈讲的是对的吧;
也许我看错人了吧;
但不懂为什么那时我没什么生气,
也许我真的放下这段友谊了;
因为面对它,
只会让我更累、更没安全感、更没自信、更自责而已…
只因为它充满着谎言、冷漠、危险、阻碍、沉重~~
也许,是因为有人替代我了吧;
也许,我什么都不需要了;什么都不敢渴望了…
只想告诉自己,
颜志康…
你好快快重新收拾心情~~
你好快快忘了他吧~~
应该没什么好留恋的…
也应该要找些值得你相信和可以让你觉得很安全的朋友吧!
也许,你真的应该忘记;
把他当作你记忆的过去,
把他当作你记忆的过客,
好好收藏起来…
这样你才没那么累;
没那么痛苦。
除非,
你还希望从他身上或内心得到些什么;
除非,
你能100%确定从他身上找回你要的安全感和信任,
可以让你不再感到疲倦…
那就让他还原回现在和未来吧!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
happy through tired
abot 5am ba~~
then go to skul for the duty of chong hwa's jogathon..
we sit bus to the "padang merbuk"~~ the place full wif mud..
yulk~~
my pants and shoes..
OH SHIT..
then i putted at 12th station wif jia min..
and 5 teachers too..3 of them are bio teacher tim..
lol..so good~~
we hav many things can talk lor..
thx bin xin ya..^^
we hav our breakfast on the road..
tat's my first time to eat like this..
so embarass to eat..
and many ppl come to our station to take photo oso..==
after duty,
i hang out to midvalley wif yi ting, chooi ling, pan loong, li peng and rayson..
lol..so fun..
first from padang merbuk, we busy to stop taxi..
when we arrived,
it's on time~~
12pm at redbox singing k le..
till 3 pm..
of course, something funny happened~~lol^^
4pm, me and li peng back first..
so dunno wat happen later..
finally hav to thx my these friends very much~~
cz they wait for me till my duty finish for abot 1 hour ba..
and dun let go midvalley alone as i call them to go there first..
lol
and thx for bringing a funny and good day to me..
although i'm tired~~
hehe..
Saturday, March 28, 2009
A cheer up day
i can take the prinsip akaun subject in next year de SPM..
cz skul has juz approved me to take it..lol
some joyful nw~~
then hav oral test at the 5th period..
so poor for my presentation..==
and tat period i juz realize tat yew chung's english teacher same as mine..lol
and i reali reali worry abot pw..
she juz hav prob wif the muscle..
cramp cramp cramp~~
reali shocked and scared me..
i hav use my 3rd period and 8th period to treat her...
1st time to treat a casualty for 3 times..==
then we hav a meeting on 学艺展 after skul~~
sulim, tze sien, yong sheng, mei qian, and me went to uma for meeting...
lol
we hav lots of fun and joke on the way to uma..
it's a hot day and we're chilled by the uma's air-cond..^^
then we juz chat chat chat..
abot anything and everything~~lol
then we eat something in uma..
but the stomach still nt full~~xD
then we meeting for abot 1 hour..
and then we continue chat for abot 3 hours..lol
especially me, sulim and tze sien~~
3 of us are in a same channel..
but mei qian and yong sheng got lost~~lol
later they finally came back wif the correct antenna wif us..^^
so funny lor~~
although quite tired..
but after chat wif them~~
i'm nw feeling nt so stress..
next time i will find u two to continue de..lol
替代品
我知道,
我被替代了…
彻底从你的心中淘汰了~~
我知道,
他绝对会是替代我的最佳人选…
所以,
这个世界上是没有什么东西不能被替代的。
包括我在你心目中的地位…
算了吧…
我不想再追求些什么~~
连替代的位置也不想讨回…
就让它去吧~~
因为,我真的累了。
Friday, March 27, 2009
funny maomao..==
maomao call ppl to answer his question~~
walao~~
so hard to understand..
and so hard to answer too..
then, he call the ppl who has shortest hair to answer?!
so wai..
tat's me~~
aiyor..i reali dunno hw to do lar..
no idea..
then he ask me「为什么你酱想不开?」..
lol..
wat a funny question to me as many ppl hav ask me tis question..
and he oso say tat he dun dare to giv me treat if he is the casualty le..^^
cz i'm so 「想不开」...
but..i'm finally correct le..
the answer is 45 degree..
but he's so wai..
ask me to prove it..
ding~~
nw it's very very complicated le..
then he ask us to giv him answer when 2nd recess..
after class..i sms guo liang to ask him hw to prove..
but he din reply me~~
so sad..
then i din bother him..^^
hehe..
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Suffer in tiring
juz sleep sleep sleep..
until teacher oso cant call me wake up~~lol
reali reali tired..
today, first training wif wilayah AC..
as i'm juz add in to be leader..
nt good in footdrill..
but better in case..especially short case~~
well done!!
surely, we nid more and more practise..
to gain most professional in the shortest time..
as we hav nt much time left..
nw busy to memorize oral..
tmr first period leh~~
so panic..
and next week..
i will full wif test, test and test..
ding!!
the schedule so tight..
sometimes i cant even spin my brain on time to suit the position~~
and nw doin the first aid syllabus..
i'm rushing in time to pass up tis stuff to fengz..
everynight i type them till midnight~~
so tired~~T.T
nw i noe tis level of tired tat jun seong suffering..
it's reali reali very very tired de lor..
sometimes, i nid a space to cry..
sometimes, i nid a packet of tissue..
sometimes, i nid a warm hug to fuel wif hope and energy for me to wont gave up ever..
sometimes, i nid ears to listen me..
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Stuff
i'm so tired~~
and exhausted~~
always sleep in class..
especially on English lesson..
cz it's so boring~~lol
today juz hav a committee training~~
all so funny lor..laugh laugh laugh~~
nt so strict..lol..
having a joyful footdrill~~
having a fun case~~
everyone in a happy mood when training~~
like it very much^^
and..these few days..
has lots of stuff to
first aid syllabus~~
physics stuff~~
test~~
and nw..
mom scold me..
and warned me too~~
even call me to stay at skul hostel..
so nw having a "war" wif her~~
so hatred..
i hate this feeling to argue wif ppl..
i reali reali so tired wif these kinds of stuff~~
i reali reali wanna cry~~
T.T
i think i nid someone's ears to listen to me..
but i think i cant the ppl ady..
it's wont appear in my life le~~T.T
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Final call
today wilayah AC and NC hav training at HQ wif gengta..
i feel sleepy cz yesterday duty till 1am..so i wake up so "early" and rush to HQ..
then, i watch them footdrill and case training lor..lol
so poor..
i reali dunno hw to say le..
very extreme disappointed~~T.T
then AC and NC hav a talk abot our prob..
expecially the leader~~
then we hav lunch at
delicious~~
nw i made a big and important decision~~
i hav change the number tat involve me in 2009 state comp.
leader-is me if no any big prob..
no 2-meng chun..
no 3-wai yew..
no 4-bing han..
no 5-fong bin..
so sry, ying de tat i hav to leave u out frm this team..
but cheer up and dun giv up..
and muz rmb to be one of the 2010 wilayah team members oo..
and i choose to announce here so tat i wont hurt u directly..
i reali scare i may hurt u lor..
lastly,
all wilayah AC and NC..
cheer up and add more oil lar..
as the competition is nearer and nearer..
GAMBATEH!!
wat a delicious food leh~~
hav a nice duty till night..
with two SJI, Lio (the fish tail) and some mun chong girl..
reali enjoyed this duty..lol
the first time..i went for duty with laughter non-stop..
but fishy fishy fishy lor..
yesterday chat wif them many many things..
dunno hw to say..
juz happy wif tat duty..
our duty..
the programme so nice..and so shocked me..
when two girls dance in the air..
OMG..
the dance so graceful..
then..
the fireworks so nice too..^^
and we get a bag of gift lor..lol
Friday, March 20, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
三月份集训营
集训前一天,
早上-毛毛补课…
下午,带wilayah team去HQ练步操…
有够力到…
给我一直骂一直骂…
晚上,大家住我家…
一起剪头发~~
第一天,早上,我们迟到了!
原本以为会被罚的…
结果,竟然没有叻!
哈哈
然后,慧慧老师给我玩几乎3个小时的团康…
是好玩啦…不过,有些玩太久了,显~~
下午,一直上课一直上课…
不过还好咯…
没什么闷~~
1am的火警演习,幸好我还没睡…
很快就去集合了…
然后,5am守夜~~
看到几个奇怪的新生做一些「奇怪」的动作…
无奈…
做么有觉不睡叻?==
第二天,早上下雨…
不用晨跑,但『那只人』要我们做不懂mat屁伸展操…
难到……
以后可以给我们做一些人类做的早操吗?^^
下午,做case…
第一次command酱大型的case咯…
紧张~~
兴奋~~
总共有15个伤者…
我们组救了13个叻~~但“死”了1个组员叻~~
不错不错…
有待进步咯!
然后,就是「电影解说」…
因为有累…
因为有热…
所以对不起叻~~
一直打瞌睡咯…
晚上的睡衣party…
蛮有创意的…
蛮好玩的…
可是就不懂做么被人家duk出来和慧卿走猫步咯…==
无言。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~
第三天的早上,
做早操…
晨跑4圈…
玩转站团康…
我们组蛮团结、蛮合作的…
好像成绩一直都在领先叻~~
因为我们【高级】嘛!
然后,就小组步操、大队步操咯…
柏铭去补课了…
所以,被迫一个人撑下去…蛮难的咯~~
下午,wilayah AC/NC步操、急救观摩…
步操,
我真的没话讲…
绝对失望=绝望!
做case…
本来以为会好些的…
结果很想吐血咯!
烂到……
然后,我又开炮了~~
一直骂一直骂…
因为连最基本的东西也给我犯错!
连有些会员都听到了…
fishy fishy fishy
〖你们到底要不要出比赛的?〗
我好像一直都在问这个问题咯。
这次的集训营,
只觉得比往年幸福…
比往年轻松…
很少步操~~
很少体能~~
没有罚人~~
fuyoh!!
Monday, March 16, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
主动与被动
穿梭在热带雨林
你离去的原因从来不说明
你的谎像陷阱
我最后才清醒
幸福只是水中的倒影
月色摇晃树影
穿梭在热带雨林
悲伤的雨不停
全身血淋淋
那深陷在沼泽
我不堪的爱情
是我无能为力的伤心
被动与主动的问题,我思考很久了。
要被动还是主动?
以前笨笨的我,
一直都是主动的…
现在,
我累了,
我怕了,
所以选择了<被动>。
Saturday, March 14, 2009
爱情里的元素
爱里有惭愧的我,和原谅的你…
爱里有跌倒的我,和伸手的你…
爱里有伤心的我,和安慰的你…
爱里有虚弱的我,和坚强的你…
爱里有短暂的我,和永恒的你…
爱里有美好的回忆,回忆里,有我有你,却没有爱情…
爱+爱=非常爱
爱-爱=从头爱
爱×爱=无限爱
爱÷爱=唯一爱
100%的爱情里,
它会拥有自己独特的一面,
它会拥有自己独特的公式,
10%的执着,10%的想念,
10%的吃醋,10%的疑心,
10%的甜蜜,10%的心疼,
10%的幸福,10%的妒嫉,
10%的脸红,10%的撒娇。
An embarrass day...
就去服务。
sibeh早起来,也等了sibeh久…
那只R X G X 才起身,慢慢酱载我们去服务的地方~~
当然,
放了我们下车…
他就像以前酱,又在车上睡觉…
没办法…
我们只好自己「拾生」咯~~
不懂做么…
今天的我,很沉默、很静…
也不想讲话~~
也许,一切都还没回到从前…
也许,一切都还没回归原点…
也许,我不想再次打破什么…
也许,我不想再次失去什么…
所以,我才会酱静。
当然,我还在『尴尬』的状况下~~
服务完了,
赶回去补习…
没办法~~
人差就是酱的啦!
哈哈…
补完了,好累哦…
一上车就睡着了~~
哈哈哈
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i think tis few day properly abot capricorn 1..
i think and rethink..
reali wat am i wondering..
same as wat we always see at the supermarket..
as using in our relation..
i feel it..
i reali hav a ready since our relation hav problem..
i reali ready to face it..
no such of shy...
no such of embarrassed...
but..
recently when the relation seem like stick back..
reali juz seem like..nt reali stick back..
i feel the capricorn 1 is changing..
dunno hw to say..
but i reali feel it..capricorn 1 is changing his attitude wif his friends..
maybe tis is such a good thing..
maybe tis is such a bad thing..
maybe capricorn 1 changed becoz of me..
but..i still hav to say tis:
dun so stupid to change urself becoz of others..
be urself back..
if u are so uncomfortable and unhappy..
but if u are happy and comfort at all..
congratulations to u..
u changed successfully..
changed into a person tat i love very much..
this is nt a lie!!! tis is capricorn 12's truth fact..
capricorn 12 love capricorn 1 very much..
i wanna them to be as good as passtime ago..
Friday, March 13, 2009
What a FUNNY day?!
从我出门到要去服务的时候,
都一直在下雨。
下个不停…
结果,取消了!
(不懂要开心还是伤心…lol)
回到班上,
就在那边一直讲一直讲…
讲不完。
9.45…放学咯!
就去换衣服…
虽然还是下着雨,
我,智培,钰凌,rayson还是排除万难,坚持下去…
3把雨伞4个人分…
走出去,搭的士去pavillion…lol
「redbox-plus」
我们的目的地…
顶!
那个狗眼看人低的烂人…
讲我们不能进去…
因为,我们穿白鞋白袜…==
顶!顶!顶!
然后,等翠玲和她的姐姐来…
哇塞!
2个一样样的…
样子一样~
语气一样~
笑声一样~
好像什么鬼都一样酱…
连“都几funny一下的喔!”…都一样。
她们来了,
结果又去跟那只人对质过…
最后我们还是输了~~
大家跑了几条『街』
去到lowyat唱K…
不过,蛮便宜的~~
lol
翠玲和她姐姐唱歌…
噢~真的有够力好笑~~^0^
我们就一直笑一直笑…
(竟然…在这里看到芝萱!OH NO…)
下午4点多,
我们才回。(竟然在monorail遇到美倩…)
回之前,还去了times square一下下〖买礼物〗…
哈哈。
智培买starbucks喝完过后,又掉了钱包…
幸好,找得回。
我们一起坐巴士回的时候,他又把handphone case弄不见了…
haiz..
真【大头虾】!xD
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~
wendy..we see a fastfood shop in times square named "Wendy's" oso..is tat ur shop?!..haha..xD
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
同手同脚。
在不同的情况里,
它含着不同的意义…
在步操里面,
它是错的…
它是奇怪的。
当你养成习惯,
它很难被改变了。
在友谊里面,
它是对的…
它是应该的。
但,
它会随着改变而改变;
它是有方向的;
它是向量。
当友谊消失或改变了,
它就会渐渐疏远了;
它就会渐渐被遗忘了。
就算友谊回来了,它也很难再回来了。
你再怎么期盼,
它也很难回来了。
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Between the Capricorns..
the land may break into two places or more..
it maybe permanently broke..
it maybe recover soon..
but~
as if it recover..
it will oso mark a scar on it forever..
juz like friendship..
if we cant hold our friendship..
the condition will seems like earthquakes..
the will hav a scar left whenever it's recover..
cant recover evenly..
it muz be left some drain or scar on ur freindship..
tat will not recover forever..
i think my brain is used to think something..
now i think a question recently..
why a capricorn and a capricorn can live peacefully and good condition..
wont argue..
wont anger..
but~
it's muz be exceptional for me?!
i'm so surprise..
tat i hate a capricorn recently..
maybe is me too sensitive..
or maybe i born in a wrong date..xD
now i'm a bit regret..
cz i hav to co-operate wif the capricorn for the whole year..
if i hate it, the condition will so~~
so..
i get help from my freind..(thx for ur help)
i get brave from my friend..(thx for ur brave to me)
i put down my "principle of life" to aside..
then i write a "sorry" to the capricorn..
I believe tat..
the relation between me and the capricorn will do..
will hav a scar oso whenever the relation recover..
wherever we gone..
wherever we were..
but~
i will try to make the scar smaller and smaller..
Friday, March 6, 2009
想很多…
忧虑很多…
苦愁很多…
好多好多的想法和思绪涌着上来…
很烦…
很乱…
很糟…
怎么办?
没人在旁~
显得更无助…
没有一双真正在听我的耳朵…
我…更想哭…T.T
更无助…
「两天一小烦,三天一大烦」
这…搞不好已经成了我生活中的经点思绪了。
班上的人,
成绩都很厉害…
无可否认,
不然什么叫〖4S忠〗…
我的压力好大好大…
好似大气压强把我压得死死的~
左边是全级第一,右边的成绩也不赖…
我却…
退步了~
堕落了~
好想哭…
不懂怎样笑了…
但,笑…会是掩饰哭的最佳表情。
当然,
【我真的累了】
好像就这样逃走…
好像就这样落跑…
不想再一个人做学会的东西了…
不想再担当那些职务…
不想再做下去了…
虽然这些职务有两个负责人…
但,自己明白…
自己懂-那些是自己一个人做出来的~
当然,『他』的功劳也有功不可抹的时候。
我…好想哭。
但,很难哭出来…
昨天,好不容易哭了。
真的哭了。
真的累了。
我可以不要这些日子吗?
我可以喊停吗?
我不要了。
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
The meaning of "friend" to me~~
hav varieties of emotions and impressions appear in my life in a sudden mood..
exams~~
society~~
class~~
teachers~~
friends~~
recently..
i think i hav a lesson abot the word "friend"..
wat is "friend"??
i think it's juz a word..
a simple word but in a complex meaning..
it maybe in a permanent condition..
it maybe in a short term condition..
but..
i reali learned a lesson..
a lesson that i reali wanna say it out from my life in form 2..
the law shows tat..
a ppl cant too close to each another..
it's seems good but actually poor..
coz u will noe one's bad more than good..
as if u too close to the ppl..
then..
i find the feeling of hate..
i find the feeling of like..
i find the feeling of stress..
i find the feeling of love..
i find the feeling of good..
i find the feeling of bad..
but..
tis is only my individual opinion..
for i hav see my life in chong hwa for the forth year..
and actually some cases muz be exceptional..
sure..
some muz be exceptional..
between me and A/B/C...Z..
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
haiz..
英文:35分
本来可以38的咯~
因为自己手多,多写了~~
结果白白扣了3分…
OMG
生物:34.5分
题目其实蛮简单的咯…
所以好像对不起芝芝咯~~
SORRY YO...
华文:88分吧!
哈哈…
还蛮高分的…嘻嘻
有兴奋叻~~
三角:40分
满分叻~~
哈哈…
可是,没什么成就感咯…
物理:24分
phew..
刚好及格叻…
可是,
我害了我的组叻~~
害到我们组的平均最低咯--29分…
结果,就要唱歌咯…
“走火入魔”…
哈哈~~
然后我们就练习咯…
自己都觉得好听叻~~
(受不了自己…哈哈)
很high叻!
结果,今天没得唱叻…
还要等咯…xD
还有一件事…
我耿耿于怀的一件事~~
我后悔了…
后悔说那句话…
后悔写了…
Monday, March 2, 2009
终于考完了!
耶!
放学过后,
本来是约了学会的朋友一起去看电影的…
不过,大家都没check时间咯~~
所以,看不到《幸福万岁》叻…
然后我就打算放他们飞机咯…
哈哈~~
就跟盼龙、钰凌、rayson、又宁、祖宁去看戏咯…
结果,大家都找不到最合适我们时间的电影…
放学咯~~
大家就走出去咯…
结果,不懂谁想到要去brem mall叻…
那个人很神咯~
我都没有想到…==
哈哈…
结果我们就去碰运气咯…
万万没想到~~
2.35pm的《幸福万岁》等着我们去看咯~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈…
兴奋死人~~
买票的时候,那个人都没什么问
进去的时候,也没有人怀疑我们
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈…真爽!
当然,为了赎“放飞机”之罪…
就叫买他们来看咯…
幸好幸好…
他们还没去到jusco叻…
phew...
好久没看电影看到酱爆笑咯
好久没看电影看到酱开心了
好久没看电影看到一直在笑
好久没看电影看到酱回味了
谢谢你们哦,朋友!
谢谢3月2号,考试后的轻松时段…