发呆。

发呆可能是我唯一的嗜好；
可以发呆足足好几分钟。
问自己为什么…
可就是找不到答案。

想找些东西做，
也蛮多东西做；
但就是不懂要做些什么…
打发时间。

傻笑；想念。

也许是最好的答案。

Fedup to be Vice.

如果累是一种动词，
那我早已被紧紧地控制着了。
牵动心中的累；
挥散不去。

如果有得回头选择，
我才不想身处其境；
一个让我爆头的任务，
我明知道不容易，
但还是栽了一头雾水。
如果有得交换，
那还差不多吧…

当着上来，
一路顺风；
但就是卡于现在，
挫败感撇去不谈；
光是压力就汹涌而来，
天天都去同一个地方被同一个人骂，
我有酱笨吗？
我已经很完美主意了，
难到还不符合规格吗？
告诉我…我要怎样做你才满意啦?!

人类的耐性是有限的；
受压程度亦是如此。
过于极限，我是会疯掉的。
强颜欢笑不是我要的；
但逼不得已。
如果死逼着我，
我想我会做出自己也会吓到休克的决定吧…

努力笑一笑吧…
没什么大不了。
怎么她次次都需要这样？
我很欠骂吗？＝＝
明明就没有。

犯贱＝＝

有不一样的生活吗？

就是这样…

还是一样。

人就是犯贱的；

忙碌的时候需要清闲，

清闲的时候需要忙碌。

还有儿童节吗？
没有啊…
4年没过了。
可身边还有「小学生」绕着团团转；
呵呵…
真要替世界默哀。
哀哉哀哉。

思考；
空想，
过了一个星期还是老样子。
没变化过；
但绝对没有像你想酱多。

犯贱。

空；想。

我很讨厌无聊的假期；
但我知道我更知道…我很讨厌今天。

刚开学，东西一罗罗来…
在班上好像很悠闲酱；
不过，原来自己有好多好多的东西还没处理完毕。
有够力棘手。
相关人事，加油吧～

第一天早上就要到处派东西；
有人差点就迷路了。
太久没走中华了吧…哈哈
在班上真的很无聊，
如果都是下课时间，让我可以一下子处理完所有东西；
该有多好吧…

〖她的世界也太多你了吧。〗
真的；
好好考虑。
别想太少了，哈哈…

真的不清楚为什么会问回这样的问题。
不确定了吗？
还是…
不安？
不过我还是选择了接受。
轮到；别想太多了。

真希望今天，
一切都没发生过。

One day Gone.

Wake up very early today;
difficult to open up my eyes.
Argh~
Waiting members at chong hwa bus stop about 0630;
Haiz.
Don't know how to say those guys,
【late::late::late】
Is the watch of this world stopped?
==...Sighed.
Luckily, damn blur taxi driver fetched us to SMK Taman Connaught on time.
haha..nearly in a wrong way to destination.

Written Test.
Finally organizing board prepared different kind of papers.
Different from last time;
I get Set D.
Quite easy de.
Just use 10 minutes to finish it out of 1 hour.
^^

Practical.
〖CPR,choking〗
I really have a long time didn't goin for exam.
I think 2 years.^^
Err..this part, I still okay but can't do so well indeed.
Almost every parts have some mistakes.==
〖Transportation〗
That madam soooo...f-i-e-r-c-e.
Really.
The face when she ask question and give task really.......can't see~!
Still remember that she was one of them in state competition.
neh~that one keep eating titbits and reading form 1 poems and short stories and novel Meniti Kaca.
==
Dislike her.
〖Bandaging〗
I think I failed this.
Can't answer those question.
Almost blank in my mind that time.
Argh~
Didn't study lorh.
Nevermind, coz it's won't effect my result.

Waiting every part of exam like state competition.
Memorable~
Sienz.
Listening songs to overcome those time.
...You belong with me...
vaL so hardworking, bring biology to do.=)
After exam, Sam told us that our NC many failed wor.
But I think can't trust.
Just a talk.=)

Walk for a long distance.
Reached MC again.
Eating the meals with kinda....messy..~!
And learn something and special kinda eating style from yongsheng.
haha..=)
Raining again;haiz..
Can't imagine that rain.
We're waiting there for almost 2 hours after the rain become smaller.==
Chating among four of us..yongsheng, sherlyn, meiqian.
Even some tiny things also can be feiteng's topic.
So, my job is::give her lemon::
hahas.
Sour.

Somemore happening in the LRT and bus.
but, lazy to talk.
Just quite【fishy】.

After back home is 5pm already.
Over one day again.
haha.
This boring holiday just left tomorrow.=)
Happy and quite relaxing exam.
Experienced.

Rainy.

Mood can't be controlled by the weather.
But I did.

Rainy day again.==
From morning till evening.
Everywhere and from time to time~it's raining.
Sighed.
What a poor weather.

Get up early today.
as promise, I appeared in the badminton court although is late.
^^
but, I think many people were absent.
Easy to say :: is :: put aeroplane~!
Haiz.
Just left 6 of us, using 2 courts.
Me, meisim, mengchun, yuanlin, jianle and ruiyee.
Doin something healthy in the morning.
Quite tired just after 1 hour coz last night I'm late to sleep.
Regret;

Afternoon.
Continue finish my novel;
Yeah~finally...I"d finished the novel that long time following me.

Evening.
I'm free to wait for Mr Tan.
Yesterday night I forgot to call him for the face shield.
Today morning only I realised it.=)
haha..
Rainy evening, walk pasar malam with Mr Tan.
As he didn't walk there for half year.
Accompany him for about half an hour.
Finally took face shield from him.
^^

Night.
I'm studying for tomorrow BFA exam.
Long time didn't touch first aid.
Haiz.
Quite scare for tomorrow.
==
Recruits, gambateh bah~!
If don't know which part, can ask me as well as i still remember them.=)

Again.
Nothing to do;
Haiz.

又过一天。

很不一样的一天…
跟幸佑去看戏；
看了「扑克王」。
还不错看的～
只是冷气有点冷。哈哈…
看完后，遇到明慧；
高三考完了统考。
所以，再遇到浩哲。><

两个人可以做什么？
看戏、吃饭、走走。
走进书局，
看了蛮多相关心情的书。
哈哈…应该都蛮适合你的吧～

突然的感慨；

很多事情都真的看天安排。

真的不要反抗天意；

你的世界太多她了，

命中注定地挥散不去。

不过，蛮替你可悲的；感慨啊～

加油吧～好好接受现实；

好好面对现实，

不好逃避咯。

很多测试都是假的，

请不要轻易相信。

距离确实人为；

缘分才真的需要老天的协助。

所以，做一切的选择都看重缘分吧…

没有缘，在怎么努力，还是徒劳的。

幸福，胜权在握。

寂寞，不好。

今天怎么了吗？
没什么。
只是全世界都在下雨；
下得稀里哗啦的；
下得很大。

空闲得很，
今天跟妈妈回小学载小妹。
母校附近就有一个油站；
猜我那么幸运看到谁了？
哈哈…我看到了「叶谋铨」。
他在加油。
没跟他打招呼；因为我在车上。

爸蛮担心我这个星期日的考试，
因为我要带一堆『小孩子』去呢；
更何况全家人当天都不在家。
所以，刚下午就带我去考察了一趟；
那个地方有真难找的，
真不懂那些主办单位的心在想些什么。
谢谢～！

下午，似乎哪里都在下着大雨吧…
在车上，配合着很好的背景音乐；
『寂寞，好了』。
佑，唱得越来越好了；
真感谢这首歌的诞生。
真害怕寂寞重来的滋味，
我懂，一点都不好受。

哭了吗？
没有。
我忍着；
只是在想着一些莫名其妙的事情。
正确来说，应该是没有答案的废话吧。

很多事情，真的看缘分；
顺其自然吧～

幸运的人追逐属于他们的命运；
非常幸运的人，则热衷让命运彻底支配他们。

写成瘾，戒之不能。

突然好想你。

881.

不管什么时刻都值得纪念，
只是看自身要不要而已。

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过；你是不是会难过。
若如果拿来当借口，那爱是不是有一点弱。

如果我说，爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么，还怕什么；
快牵起我的手。

有人说，世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死，而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你。
我常说，如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住；
那世界末日已来到；不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天 。

因为你；想你、爱你。

人生有很多事毕竟是没有真正的原因，只剩下说法。
记得万事通，只有自己紧紧握着，
幸福才会属于你的。
不要忘了，8打横看，可是无限的可能哦～

You belong with me.

NIce Day.=)

Today hang out with cheepui, rayson, yinteng and yiting to Midvalley. 5 of us only. But quite happy indeed. So lucky to have these friends. Nice and happy day.=)..Anyway, same thing happened. Sing K at Redbox about 11am..lolx..so early~

After that, we spent our time in playing basketball machine, gun shooting and car-racing also.Kakaz..no long didnt step to there already.

Later hor~Cheepui belanja us eat haagen dazs lerh..hohoho..yummy~

Back with KTM about 4.30pm with lots of surprise. haha..

Love this so much..=)

What a rich boy~Saw his bag?

Argh~ Cost more expensive than a laptop.

Sighed.

我想要改变点什么…

但好像不能叻。

Emo跟随我很久了；

我想解脱掉，

但…还是如影随形。

算了吧，等人来解救好了。

还好。

每个人都还好吗？
假期得怎么了吗？

原来蛮多人都有注意到我的动静的喔～
呵呵…
这个假期，该安排的节目都好像过了…
接下来等待着的却是一片宁静。

我今天有什么不一样吗？
没有。
只是自己很模糊…
这是我想要的吗？
怎么我会给这样的回答？

不晓得；
不知道。
或许明天或以后，顺其自然就好。
一切会没事的；
我会没事的。

告诉了你，我的全部。
虽然很舒服，但也很担心；
不好被逼供哦～
你要被我信任，可化了好大的勇气。
昨天你想看的东西，我被你吓到了…
不过，经我一番整理，下次可以看啦～
好好跟我要吧。
呵呵…

从一开始；

一直下去。

Annual Dinner.

All chong hwa kiaz here~

Almost 30, i think..lolx

The annual dinner that i went yesterday, at Chinwoo Auditorium.














Quite happy yesterday night. 2 little guys came to my house for preparation.=) Buzy set our hairs and changes clothes with wearing tie..haha..That stuff spent us almost 1 hour. My mum said seems like girl. LOL. My dad fetched us to Chinwoo at 6.30pm.

Everyone have a nice suit. Especially ru en. I was really shocked..aha~Those 4 girls quite late for dinner, because of the contact lens.==

Havin fun with camera for these 3 hours. Buzy capture till Dato' Dr. Low kept hurrying us to eat. I sat with those 'old people'. lolx..

Listening to Love Story by yongsheng, watching at meiqian for her waitress look(luckily, doesnt have anything to me..haha), kept asked by them about my things in blog, somemore sulim said my chinese' attainments good.aha~

Havin there a story talk. Buzy talking ya~==

Just 4 of us are senior 1 members.==

I was shocked there that my diDI took my handphone and looked something. You had been trusted and dont say out anything arh~please.

Dangerous.

Took many pictures yesterday. Almost 150 pieces. aha~

Saw back my seniors. Oh yea~

But just take one with Gengta and another with Yonglin, SJI new secretary. =)

And our hardworking Mr Wang, yesterday gave me CLDS results.

Congraz to Huiqing, Sherlyn, Waiyew and Hanming, u all passed~!

Argh~Mr Wang said my one considered passed becoz I took before, so nothing I have. Sighed.

Nothing can do in this holiday.
Really just count every day and every second.
Finished 2 books this 2 days.
Today just went for movie with sisters.
Cloudy with a chance of meatball.
Argh~
Then went Popular buy some books..
Yea~something doin now..
Havin some time to have funny thing.
Or else i will emo more seriously.
lol..

Tomorrow goin to hav a busy day.
Goin to school for meeting.
Sighed.
Hope to see u guys, UEC kiaz.
haha..
Goin to annual dinner at night.
Huiqing and wanyee din go ady~put big big aeroplane lorh..==
2 kids comin my house for preparation.
And i hav to fetch them go.^^
Hope everything will be fine~
kakaz..

Waiting for tomorrow..
Wohoho~
Tomorrow would be myself again.

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危机解除了；
至少大家和平下来了。

但，我知道我可能做错决定了。
可能，我们又再陷入不堪一击的逃避；
尽可能逃避的现实战争。
我知道有点不对，
也尽量在避免，
但，应该总算会过去的吧…

对。
扮无知就好。

还存有希望？

真傻、真天真。

我做错什么了吗？

为什么总让我得不到我想要的…

等待，永远是你赐给我的礼物。

我可以主动追求我想要的吗？

有点不可能；

有点无能为力；

沉默就好。

今天，做了「见义勇为」的事嘛～
什么烂人？
送我入虎口…
重点是，我还不认识那只老虎叻。
哈哈…＝＝